Just suddenly think back the time when I first met him...
Somone not so caught my attention...
A little hi and a little bye..
Thought of a little silly to have referrals by others.
Not something that I get normally, or even i can say I don't like these kind of action.
A common friend, i can so called
A call asking me to go on traveling...CRAZY...first reaction..
Why me??? Is it that he wants to know me more??? May be I thought too much...
I rejected, cos I was afraid...
Have not heard from him ever since that invitation...
Was it my rejection too strong, that had took him back a step...
Until 1/2 year later...met again not supposedly to have him there...
This time...he caught my eye...real close...so close that my heart was beating fast...
A feeling that never had before...so weird...but at the same time...I like this feeling...
Used an excuse to send him a msg saying Thank You...
Brought out my courage...even i know I was occupied at tht moment...
I knew I was wrong..but then this is wht ppl say "Feelings can never stop one in doing the things they wanted so badly!"
Used excuses once again to call him and ask him to help..
Main reason I want to see him again...
That's how it all started...long conversation...Got to know him more and more...
The more I got to know, the more I know I was falling for him...
So afraid to tell him that, cos he was not ready...
Then a B'day dinner...We talked and talked...like there's nothing between us...so naked...
A little kiss...told me that I want him...I want him to be mine...
Next day, we talked even more...when we were both busy...
Busy enough but still took time to see me...
An unhappy car journey...cos wanted to tell him how I really think...but too much in his and my mind..it stopped us...
The night came...Finally he asked me...I want him to be so sure...so sure that he wants this...And he does!!!
That's how it all started...
The story is simple but absolutley beautiful...
Now the story will keep on going...It's another stage of life...Looking foward..