Time literally flies in front of my eyes and without me even notice it.  It's like when i actually sit down by myself, I started to think less than 4 months time I will become someone's life long partner, having my status to be changed from Miss to Mrs, start to have plans of when to have our first and second child...

Reading so many blogs lately (from those also same as me to be bride), they have so much excitements with their big day, constantly updating what had been done or what's still have not been done.  To me, I felt like I just want my wedding day to be a happy memory, I look more foward to my life after the wedding rather than the wedding itself.  I did wonder am I just weird, while a bride should look fwd to their big day. 

Well, I know my husband to be is the best in my world, that's all I really care about.  The support and care and love that I can ever get, he gave it all to me.  I guess that's far more important how my wedding gown should look like, how pretty I should look or even what hair style i should use on my big day.  To have a person whom I believe mean the world to me, I cannot ask for more really.